.negativity.

do u know someone whom all the time would only has your bitter life at interest? how should i put it? this particular someone would ask only the worst and problematic issues that u're suffering or even facing at any particular moment. this kind of person would very much know which button to push and what questions to ask whenever u meet them.

pretty sickening actually.

i live my life so well that i deduct all the negativities altogether. i have thrown away everything that can possibly makes me sad, hate or even angry. i made peace of myself and i tried so hard in juggling every single thing in my life, my way and whatever happens daily usually are in my control and definitely in my own will. anything unpredictable that happens usually would require more attention and effort from myself and i surely would have all the possible remedies to cure them all meaning to solve everything and get everything back to normal.

but some people?? then tend to dig and suck your happiness by asking the "right" questions and trigger the sadness in you. i think its inappropriate! jenis jaga tepi kain orang dengan perkara bukan bukan. haish. madness. anybody whom is sane would of course get what you're doing and flip instantly. sheesh.  as if you never learn.

i assume that these people are never really happy with their own life and will only feel good when others suffer and really interested in making others unhappy. what a pity. they lack confidence and happiness in their own life and their well-being potrayed is faked? maybe. :)

patience. that is the only key. im down to having my patience at a seriously high level to care or even flinch to the unnecessary inquisitiveness that certain people have in me. i could not care less. the most i can do is just ignore and throw you away. you would pretty much be invisible in the future to me. that simple.

for me, im never at lost. i just have to find a way out. eventually there is nothing anybody can do to tick me off. that level of peace, is something that i yearn for. so far so good.

so, syukur.